my thoughts, out loud

so i had my farewell dinner with my girlfrens last fri nite, eating steamboat @ ikano.. im not expecting any of them will be at the airport this sunday, ye lah masing2 dah ada priority masing2, plus this is not the first time im gonna be away anyway. seems like our friendship lebih byk being far away rather than duduk dekat, with sumtimes ‘on’ and sumtimes ‘off’. just since recently je we managed to get back together, staying in same country itu pun for not less than a year!

heard that everyone has their plan in their life. one might be changing her job with extra RM (and extra commitment too!), another one is thinking to moving up north, and the last one is considering to cont. her studies as well after looking up for a job relying to her qualification is difficult in her living area. i hope everything goes well to whatever plan they planned (or not planned), and i hope someday we’ll get back together again, insya Allah.

then, last weekend also, alhamdulillah one of my brothers (abang) safely engaged to this girl he knows since 1st year @ uni.based on the discussion yesterday, engagement period paling lama pun 1 and 1/2 years, means paling lambat kawen pun by next year august la.  kesian pulak kat adik aku ni, apa2 nak buat pun asik kena tunggu aku. like last time, bila aku single mingle takde boipren semua, aku ckp la, kalau dia nak kawen dulu..pls go ahead. i dont mind at all. lgpun dia dah lama berkawan. tp dia tetap nak tunggu aku kawen dulu, baru dia nak pk pasal hal dia. rasa ke-tanggungjawab-an nyer itu tinggi sungguh sampai berani ckp camtu. nasib baik ada jugak org berkenan kat aku, buatnya tader org berkenan pastu kata la sampai umur 40 aku tak kawen jugak, maka tak kawen la ko sampai ke tua. hehehe. kesian aweknya itu.. (dan kesian jugak kat aku la kan…)

lepas tu nak kawen plak, aku nak pi further study pulak. and my family esp my mom wants me here during his big day. sebab tu lah jadinyer tempoh setahun setengah itu. am sorry bro, if u think that im always be on ur way to everything. but the bright side is, ok la tu. sempat jugak ko kumpul duit semer kann..by the time nak kawen esok pun u both dah umur 26. just nice laa kan.

smalam juga, hubby treat me to seafood @ bagan lalang with his colleagues. sebelum tu we sort of ada disagreement sikit lah, u know me. being me, yg kadang2 ignorant dan tak rajin nak mengambil tahu, assumed that my bro’s engagement is on lunch time. little did i know that they change the time to lepas zuhur around 3-ish, 2 hari sebelum the day baru laa aku tau. ape lagi, hubby got irritated lah sbb he had well-planned this and even had changed the date couple times before this in order to make everyone able to come. and to make it worst it happened at the ‘best’ time of the month (my 1st day lagi!), gosh! i got mad coz i feel that im being blamed, and of coz he has all the rights in the world to be mad at me. cuma i cant accept it maybe becoz it happened at the wrong time! (or maybe im just plain stubborn yg tak nak mengaku how hard-headed i am? emm..tak kot. hahah)

so berkejar kejaran lah kami pada hari ahad itu. nasib baik sempat, siap menunggu lagi org lain tak sampai. and..hmm i kinda love the ‘kiss and make up’ after the disagreement, hehe. siap tenet tepi highway yg tak tahan tu so we eat and eat and eat and eat sampai puas. happy to see him with happy faces, and happy to know that he seriously make huge effort to make me happy. hehe.

that’s all for my weekend updates. alahai, tinggal tak sampai seminggu je lg. sob sob.

one of my besties, Syeda dah officially launched bisnes cupcakes nyer. dia ni memang rajin giler baking (bkn cooking OK), aku mmg suka anything that she baked. from cakes to brownies to cuppies. kalau mintak dia bake apa2 pun, she never failed me.. maybe satu kepuasan kot bila nampak aku yg pemalas baking ni makan tak hingat dunia apa2 yg dia bwk for us. so aku pun kadang2 tu main order je dengan bermodalkan air liur. isk isk isk. baiknya kawan

dah ramai member2 suruh buat bisnes, tp ntahla.. she just dont have much confident in it kot, until recently bila dia dah start taking orders from close friends. and now dah advance sikit (thank God, tolonglah buat duit!!) dah advertise to anyone yg nak order.

i really recommended her cuppies, sebab sedap sgt. i personally luv her butter flavor cuppies more than the choc flavor. pelik jugakla, sebab aku selalunya love anything with choc more than everything. tak sangka laks. ahaks. sebabnya sgt moist, then ada choc chip then the cuppies tak manis sgt (manis sgt tu yg biggest turn off point for me!).

ni gambar2 cuppies yg dia buat selama ni for us :

on my bachelorette party (hen nite)

masa tu ada about 10 of us including 2 of our photog cum new friends. semua dapat sorang 5 ketul. puas giler makan!! suka the deco sebab mcm comel2 and cute2 and so colorful macam kids! rasa mcm seronok je nak ngap ngap (ye, appearance memainkan peranan besar dengan selera makan ku.. )

on my wedding day

order last minute from her for my hantaran. masa dah siap tu, dia mms me the pic, masa tu ada la tulis sumthing like selamat pengantin baru with me+hubby name. i really love the cuppies, but not the writing. so, i asked her to cancel the writing. hehe, sori la, i can be cerewet at a time.

and it looks super duper nice bila dah duduk dalam dulang. too bad dulang is small, boleh muat 9 ketul out of 16! nak tindan takut tergolek2 masa nak mengangkut, so the remain, we eat by ourselves! hehe.

on my birthday last 2 weeks

at first, aku tak paham la why she chose these color to make the cuppies. lepas di-explain (as usual, me) baru la i understand the meaning behind it (simbolik to the OZ flag colors!). i had to de-frost the cuppies sebab katanya kalau makan masa keras tak sedap/feel. tp bila aku try, i think suka la jugak tak keras dan tak lembut sgt. like the icing still sejuk. sedaaaaaaaaaap.

i like the writing A, N, I sbb kemas dan cantik. . sempat makan 3 ke 4 je, the rest mak and adik makan (rasanyaala, sbb aku pun on and off kat selayang ni). oh ye, the last 1 hubby yg makan. huhu.

so, friends. if u guys are interested to taste her baked, pls go to this site serendipity cupcakes.u can give her any design, ill bet she can do whatever it is. and even if u dont have any specific design, ckp je for what occasion and what kind of ur preferences are (mcm suka yg simple ke, yg cute ke, elegant ke whatever) she can surprise u with the outcome. seriously, im not kidding

and as for me, i hope one day she’ll be succesful in this baking business, gain much and much money so that dia tayah dah kejer opis 9-5 again, bleh duduk umah baking je all time

pastu dia bleh bake this cute cuppies for my little kiddo in future! (pastu mak dia la yang akan ngap ngap ngap ngap ngap mcm dlm game pac man) hahahaha.